i just want to be loved

Orientation camp!!!

2012-02-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

just back from orientation camp. AND yes my voice had gotten even sexier than before!!! LOL :). im glad for the awesome group im in! OG36'12 u rock my world!!! haha my group is fun and fun and even more fun!!! Im from house of writers and it's an awesome house!!! haha everything about us is like awesome of course!!! og36 had good og leaders which really hyp us up. of course not to forget the the awesome og36 campers!!! we cheer we fool around we play we talk we eat... we did lots of things together for this camp. haha even tough it was tiring i truly enjoyed every single details of the camp with my group, my house, my school. i love the dance most out of everything the jj night is like the most enjoyable thing to do. haha juniors coming to jjc next year u all will really enjoy it a lot! im glad i came to jjc. im really glad i made the right choice... JJC u rulz!!!

Chinese new year

2012-01-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl sorry that i have not been posting anything much. the latest new about me is that i got 12 raw 8 final for my o levels results.!!! maybe after CNY i will post more about what happening.!!! happy chinese new year ppl!!!

After 'o'

2011-11-27T21:39:00.001+08:00

haha o level is finally over. looking for work now. LOL. trying ti gain some experience in life. haha my friends gave me quite some advice what to do when i work. they say i'll do fine! :) haha all of them working for quite some time liao so of course they think its ok!!! but it doesnt matter actually.cause there is always first time in life!!! :)) haha love love going to get some rest now

another day at the library

2011-09-06T17:47:00.001+08:00

went to the library to study with my friends today. i was stunned by the amount of work my friend had to finish by tomorrow. makes me feel as though im slacking off a little too much. but it was fun. to have someone to guide you along for math. especially when you got stuck somewhere and couldn't move on. haha thanks to my friends(close sisters) for accompanying me today!

nothing to do!

2011-09-04T13:57:00.000+08:00

ok im so bored bored bored bored bored! LOL just finished reading another one of my favourite manga. ok now searching for new mangas. oh came across 1 new anime released this year. its called blood c. quite similar to blood plus. maybe i'll cosplay her if i have a chance. i quite like the costume. haha really nothing to do. this wednesday got chemistry test and it's the holidays!!! why do i feel so tortured -_-||| haha ok im 80% ready for prelim 2 chemistry i guess. left some stuff to memorize. wish me all the best!

1 week holiday before prelim 2

2011-09-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

haha ok im bored. 1 more week till prelim 2 so this week is so called my mugger week. like im suppose to mug hours and hours. LOL ok time to mug haha! just celebrated mid autumn it was fun! haha postinng some of the photos we took. celebrated till 9 plus when the whole thing ended. saw my friend's katana! cool man! it was stunning. LOL and my juniors did an awesome job for the performance! so proud of you guys!

determination...

2011-08-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

i just realise something today. "if you dont love me dont touch me." this inspiration of mine came from a series of books know as vampire academy series. haha ok i got to admit im a huge fan of vampires. so i loved everything that got to do with vampires. of course they must show vampires in a good way. dont ever trust someone who tell you stuff like friends of benefits. in simple way you are just his tool. trust me on that... another thing i realise is that dont skip meals. though i dont plan on keeping that inspiration. haha i just HATE eating and forgets to eat every time. haha i think my brains forget on purpose. but if you were to skip meals beware of the consequences. haha i tend to feel giddy every time i tried to stand after lying or sitting down. LOL ok tomorrow is mid autumn celebration for my school. really looking forward to celebrating such event with my friends and seeing my juniors perform!

first day of prelim 2

2011-08-26T16:39:00.000+08:00

ok today is the first day of prelim2. another start of exams. hate it. I'm so not prepared cause there isn't anytime to prepare at all. like this whole week is school day so where am i going to find time to study for social studies and e math paper 2? WTH!!! then next Wednesday is English paper 1 and 2. a little stupid right? for English paper they give us 2 hour break in between the papers but for other paper they only give us 1 hour break. what is the school thinking. anyway, next Wednesday is also my school's mid autumn celebration. finally for once i get to go back as a normal student. for the past 3 years i have been involved for performances. haha but this time get to go back and see my junior perform. i heard they have gotten better than us. ok that's whats normally happen right? juniors taking over their seniors. LOL

a day at the library

2011-08-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

went out to study with 3 other friends at the library. went there at 10am. haha but was finding seats till 2pm. went to eat at mac. haha it was fun playing and chatting with them. however only studied for an hour. opps! ok next friday is prelim 2, 1st paper. e math and social studies. am i prepared? ok no. oh dear. this really sucks. however still reading manga to relieve some of the stress. ok time for mangas!

67days

2011-08-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

i know it has been some time since i bloged. was really busy! just finished o level english oral today. if the examiner didn't prompt me means i did well right? *confused* haha 67 days more to o level exams. 18 november is my graduation day and 21 november is my graduation night. really looking forward to graduating. at least im trying my best to graduate with good results and i hope my efforts pay off. haha ok just came back from night study and really tired. chat agin next time!

prelims...

2011-07-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

prelim 1 over, now prelim 2 is coming. is there really no end to all these studying? im finally starting to get used to studying. but physically and mentally im already reaching my limits. would i last till o levels? i feel like i could fall into a deep sleep for long long time, but reality is just the opposite. i wake up everyday at 5am for i dont know what reason. just could fall asleep. im really tired...

1 week of prelim left

2011-07-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

ok 1 more week of studying like mad. prelim 1. 9 subjects all tested. paper 2 mostly done. now left with paper 1. haha yes its very exhausting. but at least now i have brief idea how my o levels is going to be. at least the stressing part. haha. wonder how will i do in this prelim 1. i know i screwed up my sciences and a math. but for humanities, hopefully i did quite ok. at least i think i did well. haha only 2 hours of sleep today. had to study for e math paper 2 and physic paper 2. off to enjoy my anime in peace. its youth day on sunday so monday is another holiday. so get to play and rest as much as i want today. bye!

1 week to prelim

2011-06-21T12:26:00.000+08:00

ok this is freaky. 1 week left to prelim 1. i hate this. plus im getting a bad sore throat that i would rather skip eating for the next two days. man this suck. ok less than one week to complete the rest of my subjects. i've only finish e math! ok this is real irritating. dam it.

Studies...

2011-06-11T12:09:00.000+08:00

i hate physic. i hate turning effect of forces. i hate moment of equilibrium. i hate chemistry. i hate alkene alkane and alcohols. i hate studies. hai but i don't have a choice do i? despite how much i hated these subjects i have to study right? but i know for sure i hate something even more. people trying to pressurize the answer out of me. if i know the answer I'll answer right? so no need to force it out of me. thanks!

Sunday

2011-06-05T13:50:00.000+08:00

holiday sucks. like why am i constantly going back to school despite it's the holidays? what the hell. right after holidays is prelim 1. less than 1 month to study. HELP!!!!!!! man if i cant solve this question i am sure to tear the whole paper up. i swear!!!! back to studying. bye! :(

Poke poke

2011-05-28T13:16:00.000+08:00

OK i declare today as poke poke day! haha i poke you. you poke me. we are poke poke family. with a great big poke and a poke from me to you. wont you say you poke me too. haha obsessed with poking people today. *poke poke* i pity my tortoise cause there's only him i could poke. haha bored. but never mind. reading manga. hmm this is one nice manga but haven't finish reading.once I'm done i will post it up on my other blog. look forward to it bah!

2011 sports carnival @ NHHS

2011-05-27T14:45:00.000+08:00

haha today we learned kickboxing and inline skating. ok i suck. haha i learn how to fall as much as i learn how to skate. but the instructor is pro... dam pro? okok i admit extremely pro! what ever. haha the stuns he pulled totally attracted my interest in inline skating. i love the dragon thing where we get into a line and he pulled us along. it was totally fun. except when the person behind pull my shirt a little too high up. lol! if i managed to get 18 points for prelim 1, I'll take up inline skating. for sure. haha i totally loved it! it was the same group of instructors from 2 years ago. haha. ok this means i have to really work hard for this less than 1 month of holiday. haha jia you people!

Prelim language papers

2011-05-26T19:46:00.000+08:00

YEA both English and higher Chinese paper over finally. haha i thought i did badly for Chinese. don't expect to pass. why higher Chinese so tough to handle. man... the battle has just begun, left 7 more subjects to study for. to mug! haha yes yes I'm so mugger i know. but what can i do? my results suck.dam dam i don't have anyone to guide me for my sciences? then how? ren jie teach too cheem for science. I'm struggling to understand his math. haha he too smart lah. just like his sister and my brother. but at the end of the day, it all boils down to me and only me right? no one else can help me if i cant help myself. haha yes noted and understood. haha tomorrow sports day. learning how to roller blade. hope I'll fall very glamorously. haha lets hope for tomorrow! supposedly last day of school. haha! :)

The feeling i dont want to have

2011-05-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

ever felt like you really wanted someone to talk to you but all your friends just ignore you? yep today's the day for me... yes just like normal people i really hate today a lot. so what i do? i spent one whole day reading mangas and doing homework to cheer myself up. but i just realise it only made me feel worst. reading mangas, just make me so jealous of the characters in the manga. and doing homework just made me even more piss as i cant solve the questions. man... today really suck!

Prelim 1 starting next week

2011-05-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

prelim 1 starting next week. oh my gosh dead tired. hai. had my last performance for NHGZ last Thursday. but dam shitty thing had to happen. the whole guzheng ensemble wasn't able to perform together for 1 last time. only the sec 4 and 3 perform. all because of someone. our last performance but yet he had to make it so troublesome for us. i hate him totally. officially retired. guess wont return much to that room which was filled with precious memories. T.T. learnt a few precious lessons of life. lesson 1: don't cry. cause it wont solve the problem. lesson 2: don't be bother if a human hurt you. cause humans are meant to hurt one another. haha learnt these lessons. i feel that they are very useful. cause at least now i don't get bothered by irritating people i know in life. haha really it is very useful. also i save my tears for more important stuff. of course if it is tears of happiness, feel free to cry out!

Tomorrow's another holiday

2011-05-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

haha tomorrow's another holiday. Vesak day. haha and also guzheng ORD (official retirement day). just finish doing my template for geography. so that i can write my notes tomorrow at the temple. if not it will be one whole boring day again. haha. i don't want to be alone... somehow now i really fancy company. but yea just thinking only. cause most of my frends are busy. like my god brothers! hai... why they never reply my message? guess they are really busy. AGAIN! haha I'm busy too. but at least i make the effort to care about my god brothers. hai... sign. my throat hurts again. cause the weather very dry. haze i think... i hate today.

3 days of stories

2011-05-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

haha Friday blogger screwed up on my computer. so i couldn't blog at all. yesterday was too tired after one whole day of math. plus when i reached home it was already 9 plus. it was my parents 21 years wedding anniversary. went to eat the melting pot at holiday inn. the food was nice. especially the cook on the spot spaghetti. loved it! :) what i love most is all the different desserts! Mmmm... my favourite. lets see what i had yesterday. lemon pie, chocolate pie, cheese cake, pancake (mixed berry and durian flavour), brownies, fruit cake, fruit tarts, fruits and ice cream with assorted toppings!!! i totally spam the chocolate chips on my vanilla and chocolate ice cream. the ice cream was good. smooth and creamy. the perfect combination. gave my parents the 2 tees. thought they look happy. today was another tiring day. made jelly during lunch and went on to study geography (a little no link but wateva) and do my math corrections. drag a little too long to get started on corrections. there were a pile of it! haha but manage to get MOST done! haha XD. just reached home. exhausted... spelling tomorrow. again. never mind sure pass. I've studied it for 2 weeks OK! but just that the teacher kept pulling it off. haha. lets just say i really fancy someone to lean on now and fall asleep. haha wouldn't it be nice? yes yes time to stop day dreaming... understood. noted. haha :-)

Another monday holiday

2011-05-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

another monday holiday. Si xiu came over to study today with me. finished topic 1 of a math TYS (ten years series). finally. why is it that it just feels i dont left much time to prepare for o levels? hai so stress so tired. bored too. just heard of a song. i quite took a liking for it. its <Just a kiss> by lady antebellum. i like their voice and the lyrics of the song. haha learn how to listen to english music only recently. normally only listened to japanese and chinese songs. and classical. haha very weird combination. real bored. ok back to school again tomorrow. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. ok frankly speaking i hate my class. but only left 5 months so bear with it bah. ok its late time for bed. night.

General elections 2011 + Mothers day

2011-05-08T12:28:00.000+08:00

haha elections just ended. stayed up to 3 am yesterday just to watch the results. close shave for potong pasir. with a difference of 114 votes, sitoh yih pin was elected. for aljunied, workers party won with 54.71% of the votes with a difference of 9.42% of the votes. haha. but i believe PAP did their best, especially mr george yeo. many thanks to mr chiam see tong for giving everything he had for the past 27 years in politics. another 5 years before the next election and by that time i will be old enough to elect too. within these 5 years lets see what our mp will do for us to make us vote for them in the next 5 years to come. i believe Potong Pasir results came out late cause they had to recount the votes i think, what a close call.114 votes! today is mothers day. i havent pass my mom the tee i made for her. maybe during dinner when we celebrate together? haha i wonder what should i get her next year. im totally running out of ideas. any suggestions? haha never mind. im getting hungry. time for lunch bye!

DSA-O Levels

2011-05-07T13:54:00.000+08:00

haha only friday, weekends and holidays then i will be using my computer. why? cause i need to study for my o levels. ok i made a huge decision today. i decided not to go for DSA. reason? cause i dont want to be stuck with guzheng for another 2 more years. haha. frankly speaking i want to join dance. actually i like dancing but too bad i decided to DSA to nan hua so i didnt get a chance. but for now i really want to go into a JC with my own potential in acdemics. for once i really wanted to study for something. so i decided not to go for DSA. despite the fact i really wish to go into a good JC. so what to do now? only can work hard and give it my all for o levels. time to start mugging! haha though saying this, it's really hard to get myself started. LOL ok ok talk less do more. time to go now. bye!

A new blog to write my stories

2011-05-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

This blog may be similar to my other blog but this blog is all about my life. At least here is a place where i can pour all my woes and not feel so stress. haha so long since i have blog about my life. so many bitches and bastard to scream at! O levels just 5 more months to go. or at least i think... prelims just after the holiays. why is life always so stressing? i kind of hate this life. but at least i have good friends i know i could relie on. or at least i hope. this year must try not to go of track and focus only on studies! ( so crap ) haha. :-) ok sunday's mothers day. haha i made a specialized designed tee for my mom. cause me $19. my brother paid $5 for it. ok he eats more than me so he need the money... haha so long since i have blog. it never felt so nice to just pour out everything..